At the moment I behave on the surface as though everything is normal. But there are days when I feel I just cannot give of myself, that I have nothing to give, I am unable to be the strong one and give a shoulder for someone to lean on; days when I do not want to see anyone except immediate family. It is truly true (probably why it's a saying/cliche) 'laugh and the world laughs with you, weep and you weep alone'. Many people are uncomfortable with another's sorrow. I have been guilty of that too at some time. So one tries hard to be natural and as normal as can be in the interest of the people around you. But some days it is difficult.