I feel old. I remember seeing a bit of an interview of Julia Child by Larry King and she said that, even at 80, she felt only 18 inside!. How wonderful to feel that way. But unfortunately, I feel maybe only a couple of years younger than my age.
Last night I dreamt of my parents so clearly and my mother talking to me (telling me to check whether all the doors were locked actually). In the dream I felt young, even as a grandmother, because my mother was there. As long as she was there, even at 55, I felt young. In a couple of weeks it will be five years since she passed away.