12 February 2009

It will be two years tomorrow, since my mother passed away.  recently I have been missing her a bit--wanting to share some things with her, which I realised that I would have shared only with her.
Was remembering her death and thought once more, that although it was upsetting to me for her to go so suddenly, there was no other way she would have wanted it.  She had been so worried about being bed ridden and a burden.   I knew too, that I had to let her go, because she was so weary and wanted to rest, more so after having looked after my father with senile dementia and watching him go.
I am sure she is at peace.

9 comments:

Esbee said...

((HUGS))

I know what you mean.

hillgrandmom said...

Thanks Esbee

Pseudonymous High School Teacher said...

Sending my warm thoughts out over the ocean to you today.

Onedia Hayes Sylvest said...

Having read some of what you wrote earlier about your mother, I know this must have been an emotional time for you.

I have not been in touch much but I think of you often and tell people about my friend in India.

O.

Rohini said...

Big Hug!

Hip Grandma said...

It is 8 years since my mother died and I wish she could have lived to see my grandchildren grow.we seem to want parents to live for ever but difficult tho' it is to let go,fond memories are all we have.I can understand your sentiments and I have no words of comfort to offer.

starry nights said...

Sending you a warm hug from across the miles.I know how you feel.I lost my mother very young and always feel sad that she is not here for me to share things with her.I would have loved for my children to have known their grandmother.she was one awesome person.

Mary Ann said...

I know how you feel, too. Sending you another hug.

Dotm said...

I know what you mean. It will be 14 years in May since my mother died and there are still times when I wish I could either tell her something or ask her something. I guess that mother/daughter closeness never does end.